 26 Oct 2003 @ 05:39
I was named Godfather to Benjamin Behrens Maurice Nault on Thursday, October 23, 2003. I am slightly overwhelmed; completely at a loss for words to express everything I am feeling. I can only try. I am struggling to grasp an entire array on new ideas and thoughts while plunging my being into an old perspective of innocence. Who am I? I am lost. I am not confident in who I am or I wouldn't be aware of my faults. Of course, this leads into an opening as to what I can do to change. However, I am so unsure of how to employ myself in this world to manage my debts and be clear of the past. Sometimes the things I say may SOUND intelligent, but I assure you, I have an outer dullard who is numb to this reality. But then, moments of clarity, shortly burning away as my awareness connects with something greater... More >
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