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27 Sep 2006 @ 00:54, by swanny

Sept 26 2006
Canada
evening
Tuesday

THE PAIN

Well somewhat strange...
I have been in a lot of ????
well I can only describe it as a kind of emotional
pain or sorrow today.
At first I thought it was me but when i look at my
circumstances I see no reason for me to be in such
intense condition.
So having assessed that possibility I then searched
about around for the source but all indication in the local
area seem not to give count to it either. A bright sunny
happy autumn day. So casting further out and searching
I wonderin where is the source of this. Is Gaia in pain somehow or God or the children of humanity?
and somehow this fits yet I am not sure how or why.
There is a sorrow or pain or shame of some sort at the
mockery of life that humanity is pursuing somehow.
The virtual ascription to the material at the expense of
the soul or such.
Well I'm not sure... not sure why me although this has occurred before once with the children of the earthquake in pakistan and long before when I had no inclination of such.
Really just shootin into the dark here wonderin if anyone
else has a read on it.
Maybe nothing but then you never know?

Someones cryin lord kum bi ah
Someones cryin lord kum bi ah
Someones cryin lord kum bi ah
oh lord kum bi ah

sir ed


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27 Sep 2006 @ 01:21 by swanny : The News
I haven't heard of anything on the news that might be causing such.
except maybe the genocide in Rawanda but...
hmmmm
ah perhaps just silliness...
sorry to trouble.

sir ed  



27 Sep 2006 @ 02:02 by jmarc : No trouble
i dreamed of this place last night
and i think I know what you mean
you could be sensing something coming
or something not in the news
or just something someone else feels
is rubbing off on you.
could be a psychic vampire attack...
or not
maybe just a physical condition

anyway
I dreamed of this place last night
and i dont like to do that.  



27 Sep 2006 @ 02:04 by swanny : A Line
A line comin thru here though
"hearts weary of the charade and pretense of false joy
forced hopes
a longing for simple truths"  



27 Sep 2006 @ 02:04 by jmarc : This city desert
makes you feel so cold.
It's got so many people but it's got no soul
And it's taking you so long
To find out you were wrong
When you thought it had everything  



27 Sep 2006 @ 02:22 by swanny : True pain
I wonder if the point is that "real" pain is
better than pretended or false faces.
That pain if real and true is better than
to pollyanish. That the real though painful is better
than to skirt or sanitize the truth.
meaning perhaps that well whatever
I digress perhaps again

sorry

well darnit I mean sometimes its okay to sit with
and listen or commune with the pain
to hear its story not say to hear it whine persae
but to let its voice and story be heard...
to lend an ear and hug it and accept it
to acknowledge it and let it be
for without it and its truth there is no true
joy or satisfaction or happiness...
the two go hand in hand...
to walk a mile with the pain...
and let it touch your heart if it hasn't been
so desensitized that it can't feel
the pain is okay
the balance...  



27 Sep 2006 @ 02:33 by jmarc : most people have the two sides
whether they acknowledge them or not. Best to acknowledge them, it helps them sty balanced, I think,  


27 Sep 2006 @ 02:37 by swanny : Yes very true
I sense we've let our balance be skewed
and hide a lot under the rug to be cool and
hollywood happy yet the truth and reality and real
world is right there always behind the war paint.  



27 Sep 2006 @ 02:51 by jmarc : i worked for a lady today
who has muscular dystrophy, and hardly ever gets out of the house, and then only to the doctors. In previous years she's seemed so depressed and really bad off. Though I can tell her disease has progressed, she seemed really, truly cheerful today. Maybe it was just to have someone new to talk to, but I felt it was real, and it turned an otherwise dreary day a bit brighter. I forgot to ask her where she found the sunny disposition. I suppose it could have been pharmaceutically, but I don't think so.  


27 Sep 2006 @ 03:13 by hgoodgame : Similar conditions here today -
Though it's been here for awhile now
This feeling you describe
I've been rationalizing also
It's a global grief I feel
This beautiful gem of a world
Out of wack, and so many people, out of touch.

There are a few things
In my own life to grieve about
but I usually handle the personal
so much better..

Anyway, just to make contact
and let you know you're not alone
in these strange emotional dips.
Being a 'sensitive' is a tough job.
;)



Take away my inhibitions
Take away my solitude
Fire me up with your resistance
Put me in the mood
Storm the walls around this prison
Leave the inmates
Free the guards
Deal me up another future
From some brand new deck of cards
Take the chip off of my shoulder
Smooth out all the lines
Take me out among the rustling pines
Till it shines
Like an echo down a canyon
Never coming back as clear
Lately I just judge the distance
Not the words I hear
I've been too long on these islands
I've been far too long alone
I've been too long without summer
In this winter home
Still if we can make the effort
If we take the time
Maybe we can leave this much behind
Till it shines

See the rich man lost and lonely
Watch him as he dines
Sitting there just testing all the wines
Till it shines

Bob Seger (of course!)  



27 Sep 2006 @ 03:29 by swanny : thanks
thanks for the seger
rich very rich


then maybe its just the change of seasons
i'm sensing although I've never really thought
of the autumn as a time of pain although these
bouts do seem to strike me at this time of year
and I do seem to get an energy boost in the spring
hmmmm but pain and autumn ????
well I suppose ... it is a kind of letting go
of life and energies of sorts... that it might
cause some pain some how I had never really
considered or heard of that.... but I suppose
it is a change and might be cause for some
type of pain....
interesting
have to make a note of that
hmmmm think I just did.

sir ed  



27 Sep 2006 @ 04:07 by swanny : vivaldi
vivaldi autumn link
link = http://www.quartzmusic.com/stream.php?ID=454  



27 Sep 2006 @ 04:22 by hgoodgame : Sometimes I think -
We try too hard to analyze the feelings
It's seasonal for me too
though it can strike at any time of year
Right now it's strong and true
These days the method I've come up with
is to sit down in the middle of the pain
feel it as complete as possible
let if fall like rain
Wallow in it if necessary
and hope that will clear this cloud
Take a walk deep in the forest
Shout and cry out loud -

But mostly I have to agree with bob

Deal me up another future
From some brand new deck of cards..

From past experience I can tell you this,
I often grieve in advance
and don't know what it's about
for some time but then eventually
the 'thing' happens and then
I understand why I'd was grieving
'way back then'. It's kinda like paying
one's dues up front. By the time
the actual event takes place,
I'm at peace about it. ;)

p.s. thanks for the Vivaldi!  



27 Sep 2006 @ 04:39 by vaxen : With...
an all out nuclear conflagration drawing closer and closer with each and every day and the cries of the tortured the murdered and the maimed coming out of the middle east and other 'hot spots' is it any wonder that empathy should bring to you and others like you the weight of a common pain?

The insanity coming forth out of Washington must be addressed. If this state of affairs, this ship of state, must end through violent conflagration... then so be it. At present this seems to be the only way yet I must remember the lessons of the Iron heal.

To let these mass murderers and war criminals continue unabated is a great sin. Your spirit, your soul, is crying out for justice and, perhaps the sadness that you feel comes from being overwhelmed at the thought of what we are up against. The sheer weight of the subterfuge, the lies, the plan being instantiated, from of old, by the ''New World Elites'' is enough to make strong spirits cry yet...

We have the power to address these monsters and to bring them, not only to the light of day, but to task. Fear not for this is exactly what we will do come hell or high water. So, take up your stance against the powers that be and let them know that they will pay...

The recent $70,000,000,000.00 added to the already multi billion dollar waste of the so called Military is enough to make every man, woman and child, in these United States, so called, a millionair and then some...

You must rip away the mask of lies the allied Governments are shilling and spinning and see the false prophets for exactly what they are then we all must simply walk away from all governments world wide and begin to live as free men and women on the side of life and that abundantly.

Chin up mate... you aren't alone. Your heart, your soul, your spirit knows why you are in such pain. Seeing how one has been duped for the first time, watching the walls of illusion begin to crack within ones own frame of existance is not an easy thing to bear and most people when confronted thusly choose to go back to sleep rather than face the horrors being generated by the aberees of guilty conscience.

See you bro... we will win and turn the tide of evil back to quay. Once stilled it will be vanished from our world forever. ;)

"Boom Chiddee Chiddee Chiddee Pa Zhong,
Boom Chiddee Chiddee Chiddee...

Boom Chiddee Chiddee Chiddee Pa Zhong,
Boom CHiddee Chiddee Chiddee..." --- Baharati Snake Charmers Mantra

http://www.judicialwatch.org/  



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